Fans

for Nolan

Morning, I tell my betta, Beau, 
how beautiful he is.  He fans out sideways 
turquoise, crimson and green for my 
inspection. It's introspection time for she 
who wears a writer's hat, anytime is writing time, 
and she sees again through the window where 
she works the stately oak, talking to itself, 
thanks to the leafy wind from the lake that 
clears its throat.  It's shaped symmetrically 
like the Chinese fan I yearned for, spread out 
in Bo Song's parents' laundry window down-
town on Third Street, the one the father I 
was named for bought me when I was nine 
before the blood clot in his leg found home-
base in his heart, and I was suddenly 
twelve, bereft of sire, almost a woman,
alone to fan her way through her 
thirteenth summer.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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