Fake Me

I have tears you can't see
Because I'm crying in the inside
I have a smile on my face
But what you can't see is the sadness behind my fake smile
My heart is hurting 
But no one knows 
Because I don't talk about it
I'm screaming 
But no one hears anything
Because I'm screaming in my head
No one know who I am 
Because I put a act on
It's all my fault 
And I know it
 I need to open up
But I'm to scared of what other people may think of me
I know it is wrong to feel this way
But I can't help myself
I need to talk to someone
But I have no one I trust
It is hard walking alone in this life
But my fear kick in every time 
When I think I can let some one in
They always hurt me on the in side
where no one can see
No one knows how I feel
Because I will not let them in
 I wish I was difference 
I'm to lazy to try to change
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Pickens  Avatar
June 10, 2014 at 3:50 PM
Wow.. great raw emotion. Read my poem The Deception Of Perception! It shall uplift you :)
Smith Avatar
June 10, 2014 at 3:50 PM
Are you in my head Danielle... I have written so many poems on this...If you ever need to talk you can soupmail me...there are many of us here on the soup that are willing to help....hugs Tim
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June 10, 2014 at 4:15 PM
Thank you so much. This poem is a old one that I wrote few years ago. I have so many poem like this one. I write when I am feeling anything and when I am down It make everything good agian.
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