Faith Love Disloyalty

Loyalty, Small and hard I took it like buck shot lodged in my heart He left you for O.K. Tulsa I believe You said he didn't know you that well he didn't know you have smoked weed But he knew you in a way no other should know I had to find out from a message on your cell phone Since that day, I realized I lived a life of Sin GOD tell me to forgive for the bad deeds that you did Every awakened moment it haunts my every thought knowing I pushed you into another mans arms I raised my right hand to many times You resulted to telling lies We both broke our VOWS not long after newly Wed I abandoned you in time of need you laid in an others bed Now I'm drunk as BLEEP just trying to rhyme not long after I awoke from a nightmare in a cry This reality haunts me every moment of the day I'm forever in search of things to give me strength before ICU I saw the light to heavens door With jittering of teeth I felt the fiery floor All in all I wouldn't change a thing even though you removed you diamond ring I seek only answers, Stop trying to save face I'm beginning to think you are pocketing an Ace of Spades to my demise I have to summarize be both eft off and really goofed I have told you my side and in the end All I seek is Truth