Faith Love Disloyalty

Loyalty, Small and hard
I took it like buck shot
lodged in my heart

He left you for O.K. Tulsa I believe
You said he didn't know you that well
he didn't know you have smoked weed

But he knew you in a way
no other should know I had to find out
from a message on your cell phone

Since that day, I realized
 I lived a life of Sin
GOD tell me to forgive
for the bad deeds that you did

Every awakened moment 
it haunts my every thought
knowing I pushed you
into another mans arms

I raised my right hand to many times
You resulted to telling lies
We both broke our VOWS 
not long after newly Wed
I abandoned you in time of need
you laid in an others bed

Now I'm drunk as BLEEP
just trying to rhyme
not long after I awoke
from a nightmare in a cry
This reality haunts me
every moment of the day 
I'm forever in search
of things to give me strength

before ICU I saw the light to heavens door
With jittering of teeth I felt the fiery floor
All in all I wouldn't change a thing
even though you removed you diamond ring

I seek only answers, Stop trying to save face
I'm beginning to think you are pocketing an Ace of Spades
to my demise I have to summarize 
be both eft off and really goofed
I have told you my side
and in the end
All I seek is Truth
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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October 1, 2012 at 7:47 AM
A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you today C.J. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. Hoping you find even more inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Thank you for sharing your writing with us. Love, Carol
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