Failure

I sit here and cry I wonder why Why will I never be good enough Why can't I just try Why do I hurt everyone around me Why is love a drug Why do I give a Why am I so angry with the world Why do I hate everyone Why can't he love me What did I do Why does he hate me Why do I hate him too Why can't I have peace Why dose everyone hate me It never makes sense My pain always escapes me Why am I a failure Something I can't decide I hate God he always does this to me I hate myself to All I every wanted was someone to love me threw Threw the pain and the Shame Threw my body and my heart But all I get is all these starts