Facing the Unknown

Will I find love again out there? I know it won't be easy to do. I don't know if I have anything left to share, And not even sure that I would be able to. I have been carrying this baggage for so long, that I don't know if I can leave it behind. It is now part of me, right or wrong, I think it will always prey on my mind. My wounds and scars are painfully deep. They would be difficult to hide. And my memories, what do I keep? Or do I just toss it all aside? I will have to learn to trust once more. It would not be fair to judge all the same. But I don't think I could ever be sure, and I wouldn't want someone else to take the blame. How could it ever feel right to form a bond with someone new? When I am afraid that I might, never again know what is really true? I feel that it may be too late, that I wouldn't have enough time. To learn all over again how to relate, So I would be able to ease my mind. I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. But I don't want to make a mistake. Wondering if I can face the unknown, A decision, that only I can make.