Escape the Pain

I don't know the name of the girl I just woke up with But she's helping me forget the name of what's her face who I just broke up with We were both wrong and I'll take my blame But in order to survive i must find a way to escape the pain I'm not sorry even if i seem immature I need to avoid the places I've been before A place full of nightmares, pain and sadness Born Bipolar, have depression, but they claim it's madness If that's the case, then I'll act crazier than they could ever think You're just mad that i have the balls to write the things you would never ink I'm good with my flaws, why should I care if you think i can't be repaired? I gave a cry for help, but they won't understand if they don't see the tears Those tears quickly turned into laughter, if i laugh at my own pain no one can hurt me You wouldnt find a mind even if a scientific searched me I sold it to the devil in order to be good looking and charming So now females love me, why should i care about those who think I'm alarming? I'll be the way i want to be, not the way you say I should You're mad I can get girls when you can't stay in love "omg he's so cocky" I went from being bullied to loving myself, i wont apologise for growing stronger If you want me to fall back to the scared kid i was, you'll have to wait longer When i spend a night with Demi Lovato, and you come to me on a flying unicorn I'll shut up, and go back to wearing a scared kid uniform I refuse to bow down to anyone who thinks they're above me My bullies are out there somewhere secretly saying they loved me I escaped my pain and im not going back I survived all my obstacles, the moments passed Now all of my scars come with a poem attached I escaped my pain, and I'm not going back