Envy

I really wish I could feel your pain Just to see if we feel the same not to say your feelings aren't real But to say I know how you feel I really wish I could think like you Ignorance is bliss if only I knew I really wish I could live just one day Without having to feel this way Food in my belly and a place to stay Not a care in the world No demons to slay I really wish that you could see All the anguish you stowed upon me I really wish the feeling was mutual The last part of this story is crucial Acceptance is dire I let this be known My only desire Was to feel I belong For it was you I envy all along I really wish That you'd understand what it is I'm trying to Defend I only wanted you to see The friend you had in me I really wish you cared enough To see what you're giving up I really wish you had a clue How much of me I put into you I care I cry I eat breathe I hate I love I hurt feel bleed I envy You