Empty. Hollow

Decided on a journey Searching for my soul Looking for some meaning For life while on this road To date there’s been a void No meaning behind this man Just matter taking up some space In a hollow empty land The cries I have prayed Have reached deaf ears The God most say exist Seems not to hear Not to care Or doing other things I need an answer to my turmoil It consumes my inner being Like a cloud consuming the perfect sky Bringing forth cold drops of rain God hear my cry this one last time For I will pray no more If life is meant to be lived in pain Then I will live no more The answer now is up to him If he is really there If he is not Nothing to lose My life will end in fear