Drugs

There is a certain surrender
To the pain of a sharp needle
Piercing your skin by your own hand

You feel a surge of wanting
Forever waiting for that moment
Of ritual when your mixing is over

Push up and hear the tiny sizzle
Of air burst from the tip with a drop
Colored by your poison

Ending in blood
And a small release in your brain
That asks you, "will it ever be enough?"
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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March 20, 2019 at 10:06 PM
Never had this experience, but you describe the experience to make it real Love, Panagiota Romios
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March 5, 2021 at 11:11 PM
Sorry I took so long to replay. I mainly post n go, and am just now trying to understand the layout here. I appreciate the time you took to read and comment on such an emotional poem. It is definitely a trying experience for one to have. Sometimes, I worry about posting my writings about addiction, but then ai think... It's who I am, and hiding it is not the way to go about changing it or becoming one with it... Instead it is cowardly. -Frankii Fame
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