Dreams

I want to forget your memory Forget our past But every morning I wake with a gasp They consume everytime I doze into slumber These dreams I dont understand why we are over You were a king in my eyes my everything not knowing it was all a disguise you fled one night, leaving nothing but tears in my eyes Showing thr true colors that I had continued to deny gasping for air confused as to why I find myself in so deep you were part of me and I cant escape my dreams are u ok? do you think of me? was I really the nothing that I now seem? Was I really something like u told me or was it all lies, a convience you found in me? gasping for air every morning now i battle for these dreams to leave me comsuming, demanding, controlling I almost rather not sleep. Trying to erase you but you can't escape me cold and shaking as I lie here awake Tears flowing the saltiness burning my face empty inside I suppose thats where u hide zzzzz... O goodness let me sleep let me have unrelated dreams Let you exit let you be gone let me heart body soul and mind be done empty my head so as I lay in this bed to close my eyes wont be something I dread... I want to forget your memory Forget our past, not wake with said dreadful gasp you didnt care all lies you told me o goodness please just leave me. leave you stupid memories. They weren't as good as I think... STOP Alyssa take control , stop letting him comsume me forgetting you and the what seems distant past starting fresh on a new path I will forget ur memory I will forget our past hopefully one day it'll all be a laugh