Doubt

These words and thoughts, they leave me ashamed, 
Disgraced with the man that I am,
Disgraced and bound tight, unable to breathe, 
Feeling as though I am damned,

And everyone wants a piece of my peace, 
I feel like I’m smothered and tied,
I think everyone thinks I’m for their target shots, 
To shoot at and injure inside,

You see, the lifestyle I lead, the leisure I love, 
The things my heart and soul all yearn for,
My mind only wants to do all these things, 
My mind thinks I’m a broken down whore,

And these moments recalled, souvenirs on my head, 
All tattooed in ink to my brain,
They’ll never leave, never ease off the ache, 
Forever filling me up with the pain.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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De Beaulieu Avatar
June 5, 2018 at 6:14 PM
Hello Lewis, Raynes,As i read your poem I do sense the pain you feel. ppain does hurt. Sometimes takes awhile to get rid of. Have a nice evening my friend.
Beck Avatar
June 5, 2018 at 4:59 PM
I was just thinking and speaking the same words of your poem; "Everone wants a piece of my peace." I feel the pain, yet enjoyed the journey!
Pigeon Tart Avatar
June 5, 2018 at 8:14 AM
Grblkmph. For lack of a better word. Well, that and "hugs" xomo <3
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