Do I Dare

I take away silence with wallows and cries I'm lost in all the yesterdays and all their goodbyes left thinking of the past and the emotional ties you say I put words in your mouth but you put the lies but you were a facade from the start guess the you I knew had just died and I guess I've just been floatin just along for the ride still searching for the person in which i can confide and if it turns out I fail at least I can say that i tried I said, "trust me with your love and i'll swear I've never lied" I would tell you all the truth but it seems right now my tongue is tied ..And I can hear the pollution all around me In my mind and deep inside see these are the things that make the pleas these are the things that tend to flee the mind to hinder your ability to see what you can find the things that make you believe that you'll be left behind and while i see where the problem is I still blame it on this generations kids they wont take the responsibility it won't change with age or stability its just a new perception of what is true depression is it something to get lost in or something that someone taught them off the top of my head I realize not much is there I see boxes and shelves, tables, benches all bare as i wonder through nothing I think, "do I dare" but i guess its my mind, my ideas, only fair I guess the moral of the story is to love the day because ever day is rare