Disturbed

I try to expunge this feeling,
to be free and liberated,
but it keeps coming.

I try not to cry any more;
to turn a blind eye
to keep mute and be quiet forever,
but it is difficult.

I want to be deaf,
to be unconscious;to be lifeless,
so as to be free,
yet I fear.

I made a new year resolution,
trying very hard to keep to it,
but, I can`t!
For I`m intoxicated with this feeling,
yet,I fear.

I am not alone
many are like me 
How they cope,I don`t know;
yet,I fear.

But,We are humans,
created in God`s image better than the beast,
but are we...?
placating injustice as good,
yet,I cry.

Wanton destruction of life and property,
Violent killings;insecurity everywhere,
evil at its peak;unwarranted pain,
yet,I cry.

Horrible site on the pages of newspaper,
Gory scenes on TV;abomination
 beams from the radio;obscenity reigns,
yet,I cry.

I fear that our world has turned into
a city full of canker worms devouring
our flesh and intestine;can we survive this?

I fear to go to bed without dinner or food;
to sleep alone in my room;for my love traveled away;
I don`t joke with my belly;I have phobia for staying alone 
in enclosed places...can I survive this tonight?Hmm...
This I fear..
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Brown Avatar
June 18, 2012 at 12:34 PM
Congratulations on your placement in P.D.'s contest Olusegun. Love, Carol
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March 4, 2012 at 3:39 PM
congrats Olusegun on an excellent write and win for truth or dare luv..
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March 4, 2012 at 11:20 AM
Congratulations on your win in P.D.'s "Truth and Dare and Free Verse" contest Olusegun. Love, Carol
Williams Avatar
March 4, 2012 at 5:34 AM
Olusegun congrats on your win..David
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March 3, 2012 at 9:32 PM
O.A,, Thank you for supporting my contest. Congratulations with your wonderful entry;-) well done~ALWAYS PD*
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February 12, 2012 at 11:44 AM
yes.. we are all human... very torn.. and lost... great entry for Joe's contest... good luck in the contest..pd
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