Disbelief

I never thought it would happen I never thought you would leave but my biggest fear in life has taken over me You were my love, my life, everything I had but you are the one who walked away so why do I feel so bad Even through all the fighting, the anger and the pain, deep within my heart I loved you just the same I couldn't believe it happened I couldn't believe it was real I hurt so much inside it was hard to think or feel I lost the only thing I loved you were everything to me a billion tears poor through my eyes making it hard to see. Here you are in my life again it is wonderful to love you but this time you're my friend A friend I love and cherish so deeply I would be honored to have his name all I can do is prey every night and hope you feel the same You're the only one I want and all i'll ever need now all that I want is you right here beside me My love for you grows with every touch every smile, and every glance there's just so many things that you have yet to understand. I try to show you every day even through a little glance I would give my life away for another chance