Desperation

i feel my heart slowly crawling back to you your availability calls to its loneliness whispers hope to it's pain promises happiness to erase its depression i know you caused me pain and i tell my hungry heart to stay away i warn myself not to touch the fire again but my heart sings a song of desperation i wonder if i had too badly burnt that bridge the one that connected my heart to the one beating within you but even if i hadn't and that link still remains do i want it there? do i want to walk that path and travel that road again where it led me to nights crying in bed wishing you loved me no i don't, i don't need anymore heartbreak in my life i hope i could find someone someone whos not you someone i can give all my love to and get it in return so my eyes wont search for you and my heart wont call your name and my lips wont long for yours so i don't have to worry about that bridge and just let it burn