Depression

Don’t know from where to start, Its all weird darkness in my mind Its all gloomy in my heart Enlightenment, would I ever find? I break into tears, And watch everything breaking apart, Its an unknown fear, It all kills me from within and shatters my heart. I am not a lier, I see the things which no one else does, I feel my thoughts squeezed through fence and wire, I feel myself walking through great fuss. Its all messed up Something in everything. Its has so much worsen up Don’t want to do anything but nothing. I want to quit, but there’s no end, Neither here nor there Its always a new begining And I see it Everywhere. Its me walking on endless roads Craving to lose history With no hopes and no sign boards Tired of history of victory. It must end now This hopelessness I can't lurk upon Time costing helplessness Kick away every expectation, Causing me death every minute. Not wasting a second at this station, Every door of social nonsense i finally shut. I break the silence rough I shout to world Though i am loud enough But its the deaf world. Its my life World doesn’t needs to weep for it Don’t dare to give me expectation named bribe This time don’t target me for it....