Depression

Depression 

I wrote a poem that made me depressed
it took out me my natural sense of optimism
left me with the reality of the truth.
I never was a poet, only a lone man seeking
solace in an imaginary life.
Someone said my work was about my self 
this is not so I write in the “I” form write 
what I have read, what people have spoken and
what I think about the incredible life lived
at the outer edges of society.
Friends I had, only a few, have died 
leaving me waiting for the knock on the door:
come now you can´t postpone it any longer.
I shall not go hollering into the good night,
passively submit, offer my heart and wait 
for the axe to fall and I say let it be over quickly.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Krutsinger Avatar
July 26, 2020 at 9:00 AM
"let it be over quickly" - I too yearn for this kind of ending. Well penned.
Hansen Avatar
July 26, 2020 at 10:30 AM
thank you, Caren Krutsinger
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