Deathbed

Lying in bed..
In my deathbed
Don't have much time..
I am filled..
with nostalgia..
Memories of which I will always cherish..
Within my deepest thoughts
I imagine I am a child again
the child inside me..
Such joyful memories ..
Memories of running so freely in the grass..
Holding hands with my playmates..
Sharing secrets
Laughter..
The innocence of it all..

Years progressing..
From childhood..
To adolescent
To adulthood..
Being a curious teen..
Having major crushes ..
My first kiss
My first love..

Living as an adult..
Major responsibilities occurs..
Finding the love of my life..
Marrying the love of my life
Having children..
Living a blessed life..

Years progress..
Often wondering..
How my body is frail..
How these wrinkles..
Gave me character
How my health deteriorated..
Within a blink of an eye..

Now I have reached my final stage..
Sadly I am..
Slowing waiting for my own demise..
How shall it feel ?
Shall I embrace the unknown ?

My beautiful family is gone..
They all have made their final departure..
Before myself..
I have lived a long and full life..

I feel alone now..
Alone in my deathbed..
Awaiting my transition..

Perhaps when one door closes..
Another door opens..
Going from one state of being
To another..

Energy cannot be destroyed..
It only changes form..

I do not fear death..
It is dying I fear..

Fear of the old door..
Entering into a new door..

Which is fear of the unknown..

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Ronald Campbell

May 30, 2018 at 7:44 PM

thou i never seek to read another poet, But by night and darkness I came upon your, The one thing I love is that you are still afraid of it, why is this fear old friend, you and I both know by the hands of Elohim and his Yeshua we are the eternal writers of death. So learn deeply to embrace your fear your to walk with a bit, That I shall help make your works so great, love from love, peace from peace, and life from ever lasting life. Shalom

Warren Doll

May 7, 2018 at 9:18 AM

Wow! It is said that your entire life flashes before you when you die. You have captured this so well in this free verse. Well done, Robertina

Robertina B.

May 7, 2018 at 4:39 PM

Thank you so much for visiting Warren!! Your wonderful feedback is always a pleasure...

Lesa Rodden

April 27, 2018 at 12:28 AM

Dear Robertina, I love this poem. I believed you were actually in this situation, I hope not. I can relate to everything you said. It is so true. If only we knew, right? Congratulations on Best Poem! Lesa Rodden

Robertina B.

April 27, 2018 at 3:13 PM

" Thank you so much for your kind words, Lesa".. I really appreciate it!!

Darlene De Beaulieu

April 26, 2018 at 6:04 PM

Hello Robertina, we allhave fear lof death. we never know when it will happen. We must live our lives the best we can. Have a nice evening my friend.

Robertina B.

April 26, 2018 at 7:48 PM

Yes indeed Darlene.. Thank you visiting !!! I really appreciate it..

Leanne Lovejoy-Burton

April 16, 2018 at 3:26 AM

Very deep Robertina. I think it's rather blithe for anyone to say they do not fear death, but I do believe if you have a firm faith or belief in what/who is waiting for you on the other side of Death, that there is a place to go, call it Heaven or whatever you believe, the door is there to cross through and when the time comes there will be no time for fear. That is just my humble opinion.x

Robertina B.

April 16, 2018 at 9:42 AM

Thank you Leanne!!!! Your words are so kind, you have made my day...

Leanne Lovejoy-Burton

April 16, 2018 at 3:29 AM

I love this poem. I have added it to my favourites, because it has touched me exactly where it was meant to .

Gershon Wolf

April 15, 2018 at 8:06 PM

I really, really, like your lines: I do not fear death... It is dying I fear... Those two lines provide tremendous food for thought,...and I only hope that I will feel that way when the time comes. Blessings, Gershon

John Fedele

April 12, 2018 at 7:45 PM

I really felt this, the whole way through. I think about this often. Great work. Thank you for the comment it was very much appreciated. -John

Alexis Y.

April 12, 2018 at 11:11 AM

Hi Robertina, I went on a rollercoaster of emotions with this well written piece. You took the reader through every phase of a person's life. How one felt as innocent child, a curious teen, and adult hood and finding true love. But the end sadened me very much and it brought tears to my eyes. Excellent write. Is this a true story of someone you know? Thanks for visiting me today. You are more than to stop by again- Alexis

Robertina B.

April 12, 2018 at 5:04 PM

Hi Alexis.. Thank you for your very kind words!!! " So happy for your visit, and your wonderful feedback ".. I really appreciate it.. Yes I was inspired to write this.. It was someone I knew that was dear to my heart.. All the best to you Alexis!!