Day Two

Today was day two One of those days I'd rather be you Today I woke up and as if on cue Withdrawals and facing the truth I hate these moments where quitting becomes so extreme Where it isn't even safe to dream All I can dwell on is y'all leaving me We were so good together the other part of my team Yeah y'all know who you are The ones I love no matter the distance no matter how far You guys will always be my guiding star My way home my safe place my deepest scar Scarred simply by the lack of your presence My failure your missing essence None of this ever makes sense Trying to figure it out just leaves me hurting and tense I know I've done so much wrong The choices I made have haunted me for so long I wish I could go back this nightmare would be gone But this time in my life theres no do over I must feel the words of their songs I can feel witt stak and jelly There lyrics ring true in my heart and belly I remain astonished how they can get it I mean really They rap of my woes as if they lived my reality Altho this music makes it seem not so lonely Like I'm not abandoned being the only I look around and still no one I'm so homely, lonely, if only I could go back and be what y'all needed Conquer the past rise up and meet it Take care of y'all the warnings I should had heeded Now I withdraw sucked in my emotions they've receded