Cry Why

I regret to say I saw your true colors, It broke the spell I felt I was under, I never imagined that i would see, That type of ignorance right in front of me, Whenever you needed me, I was there, I never gave up on you, I was always a friend, Reaching out, making efforts, never turning my back, But you would forget me in a heartbeat if I had never made any attempts, So I stopped to see, I paused for a time, And God showed me the truth as I sat and cried, I am forgotten, yet why do I remember you?, Why do I make endless effort to stay close to you?, I feel like a breed unheard of, wiped out from existence, Going extinct from the place that i live in, What's wrong is now right, and what's right seems to be wrong, Where are they all going, everyone is gone, Physically there, yet hearts far away, Relationships without substance, nothing to say, It's far from humble, it's misguided with no trust, Hearts hardened without truth, compassion has gone, As I watch it diminishing before my very eyes, I sit in silence and cry why?,