Crucifixion

missing something I am not sad little worried, but I am not ... ... just missing ... you know and afraid because for what you're leaving unfinished you are sentenced to be only half human and you didn't let me even once to say goodbye even once I don't want to be half human by water preordained for persuasion I searched for you I really did so intense that in the way the very purpose abandoned itself release me from your rush conviction I am the product of circumstances that shaped my life and consolation is not reason good enough for constraining my eyes all over again simply because of possibility that by kneeling over granular salt they could washed out that feeling which possessed me every time when you let things to happen I really hope that you aren't letting them go only because I look good in black