Controlled Sanity

The distance away makes fear seem absurd,
As the steady approach of the end can be heard.
The finale is all it can be called.
So many times broken I have balled.
Ounces, quarts, and gallons these young age filled eyes create.
Each that escapes connected to deep seeded emotion given too generously by fate
Each heartache, each loss, each time ripped thru,
Like a hot knife to butter can slice, seperated before the mind knew.
The highs, the lows as time flows,
Consumed so unnoticed the ends approach slows.
Crawling, desperately trying to creep,
Instinct quietly screams, so hard to sleep.
The body, the mind, the soul weary beyond its tender year,
Each one frantically ready for the end to appear.
Only a heart beating loudly in that cavern called a chest,
Could possibly wipe away the pain and loss a girl in duress.
As the ends approach becomes louder still suddenly it dead stops,
So close the heart squeezes then drops.
Nothing can be heard, insanity upon me,
Scrambling to pull back control as the end lets lose of a deafening scream.
Numb bone chilling nothingness the last exhale,
A moment in time when sanity was destined to fail...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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August 23, 2015 at 12:09 AM
Hi Rose, once again, Congratulations on having your poem featured on the homepage. **SKAT**
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August 8, 2015 at 12:02 AM
WOW, WOW, Rose,, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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August 6, 2015 at 12:53 AM
Rose, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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