Contradiction

When you hit bliss, what does your mind revert to? A song, the lyrics may I be so bold in asking why? Do the words sung echo stronger than you personally could? I mean not to offend, I always want to find the root. If finding connection from an alternative outcome, then it becomes untrue, no? Whatever the strength it resonates is no longer from you, once it's passed on. The power lies within, has this been forgotten? Is one urgently associating feelings to outside influences to categorize the motions one goes through? Only so many times I can put it, overthinking no doubt. I only care, that's all, perhaps if I provide a gift of bliss, I'd like it to be and feel brand new, encouraging the unknown without nostalgia to back it up. Wow expressing the same thing over and over, does it at all compute? Okay, I've asked the question; now I need to answer, "that would help"... Any type of media is powerful and can help to associate feelings we go through for a better understanding on... Stop! No media can tell you who you are, how you feel, why you feel! It was made to make you think that way you have lost yourself...Know this! Realize it, and retrace your essence, "oh that was unexpected, no wonder you're alone... And what exactly is my 'essence'? It's the earth, wind and fire, water, your consciousness, your experience, your internal dialogue, your senses... Not what you've watched or listened too, uhmm outside oneself, instrumentals are okay though... :/ "Ah huh... What is it you want to hear?" What you truly felt... "Bliss!" That's wonderful thank you... "yeah and you've ruined it." Do not worry sweetheart I'll think differently tomorrow, let's listen to some classics.