Contemplating On the Past

Sleeping, then I awaken; eyes wide open just looking at the future, Thinking, crying, laughing, and viewing the movie on my past. I try to close my eyes, but something isn't letting them shut, Trying to get you off my mind, but nothing seems to work. Glancing back on the way things used to be, Living life and loving each others comfort. Thinking of why it ended, why in those circumstances. Feeling like the anger inside of me wants to seep out. Walking back and forth in my mind, making sure everything lines up correctly. What was the outcome at the end of the day? Will things ever turn back to normal? How do you think I feel? This situation has me contemplating on the past Feeling like the anger trapped inside needs to seep out, and be heard by everyone. Running mile after mile trying to run away from the problems set in front of me. Trying to create new questions in my head that need to be discovered. Like what was the outcome at the end of this journey I took? How do you think I felt when the feelings couldnt be explained by just one word. This whole scenario just has me contemplating, contemplating, and once again Cotemplating on the Past.