Congrats

The gloves are drawn
audience in deep silence
the chill of the silence arises and it becomes a scream;
you’ve won
you’ve shown me what you want
what you expect
but i cannot yet grasp that train of thought,
why is there always a specific way 
to burn and drag me away
along the carpet, rug burns
but i can make it stop.
It’s the key i haven’t found,
must i move to prove i found
that key, that potential
or will it ever be enough,
will anyone.
The fact is you’ve won
I’ve heard this one before
i make the choices, you chase them
trying to change me,
rearrange me 
and strip me from my pride,
which really just gets thrown on the ground?
stomped on, crunched,
like a fragile piece of paper,
that silhouette of pride,
confidence
it’s shattered within the milliseconds 
when true desire to please is thrown out
attempt so worthless
I feel nothing but this frustration,
Agitation and in reality, I’m going mad. 
this need for impressing,
need for making everyone else happy
Has gone.
It will be me first from now on.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Righting Riley - Shauna Riley Avatar
January 27, 2011 at 7:59 AM
Sarah...first your poem was featured on the home page if you scroll down, it has poems from various people...second, this poem really hits home as I'm going through the same thing. Mine is titled The Ex....look forward to seeing more from you!
Casey Avatar
January 26, 2011 at 6:33 PM
Hello, just wondering what you both meant by featured? thank you!
Bridge Avatar
January 26, 2011 at 4:00 AM
really liked this peice it flows well the grammer and content are very good and well done on being featured my friend keep writing
Casey Avatar
January 25, 2011 at 4:05 PM
Thank you! :)
Brown Avatar
January 25, 2011 at 7:21 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved poetry being featured here at PoetrySoup this week Sarah. May you have many more featured. Love, Carol
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