Confused

There’s this certain connection we have It’s there when I feel you’re near But it lasts only for a while Then it flickers and slowly dies Like a rose hurt by my own thorns Bleeding yet enduring for the beauty it owns A voice so soothing it puts me in a trance A song so teasing it gets me to dance Like a cloud so careless and free I’m lulled by promises I don’t see I hear but I cannot feel I doubt what is and what’s not real Blind and groping in the dark Scared but moving forward Uncertain, afraid, unbelieving Not knowing how else to act Journeying through a path that is unknown Searching for reasons, asking endless questions I’m confused, running around a complex maze Tossing and turning, thinking about the mess I made No way out, baffled by all these No clue if I’d ever find peace