Confessions of a Bad Mother

The morning is here from the night of passion the sickness i feel, i tried 2 calm down I tried to chill But I'm nausea in a deep thought your touch, I don't feel I tried not to stress but how can I tell my man? Will our relationship change I pace back and forth praying day by day to menstruate Our relationship is good i have no worries but little did i know 3 weeks later i still didn't tell him he have a little bate a week later it was too late After still keeping it in I met up my ex which i thought will cover my story but came to reality the father of my child is you, the one that took my virginity 2 months later now he knows of is child the pain that i have inside cause he doesn't want nothing to do me Why did i put myself in this predicament? I should of had an abortion I start to play fight i get a call saying that you wanna be with me and our child i let it one ear out the other although you were my first lover i still wanna play fight doing thing that's crazy ....... ...... Thought once again I wanna keep it but I'm unconscious ooohhh no I lost your baby