Confession Told Too Little Too Late

i once heard: "i slept in my uniform last night because i wanted to win today." this statement intrigued me and i felt in away i could relate. when i sleep with my book in hand i'm ready to tomorrow. when i sleep with my bible in hand i am ready for understanding of future situations. when i sleep with you in my heart and mind my love for you is always.i know you have a man and the feelings you have for him i cannot change, but these feelings i have for you are eternal.i've tried to ignore these feelings but they won’t go astray. if it is wrong to feel this way then this is a sin i'm willing to bare. the love i have for you i cannot live without it’s as if it is my air WITH SAYING THIS I END THIS CONVERSATION IN DESPIRE BECAUSE YOUR OTHER IS NOT I AND I CANNOT BARE TO TELL YOU THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE NO LONGER THERE.