Complications

My mind is steadily trying to decrease the motivation each time my body gets this certain temptation. Which is often. It's all around me. Am I supposed to stay hungry and not feed. I'm trying to examine every area in my mind, analyze and analyze until I finally figure out what I want. But it's not that simple. I have to explore all options. I try to stay grounded but my body has other options. It wants me to choose right or left. The high road or the low road and please do it quickly because the speed limit is steadily getting lower. Sometimes my body can consume all my thoughts and common sense. It can complicate things that why I wish there was an off button or something. To turn off all these entry issues that are messing up my entire moral system. I want to but than I know what's right... what I should be doing. Waiting for the right time...But my body well thats always another complicated story. It won't let me stay neutral. The yellow light is flashing... begging me to slow down but again my body ignores this warning which scares me.... another day, another Complication