Cities of Sonnets

It was tantalizing, sweet completion
Lines of blue ink filling white space
Tastes of emotions, colors of consonants
Music of vowels, syllables singing
To create, and satiate

Then, time thinned
Responsibility and stress stepped in
Poetry, after all, does not pay the bills
Stop cloud watching and become an adult
They said, and they were right

So I packed her away, that silly girl
relegated to the dusty back room of memory
Gray and wilted, foolish scribblings
Nobody cared about anymore

Years, decades of feigned disinterest
Begins to dissolve in rediscovering
The flash of joy in composing
Ignited by a song-writing friend
Who dared encouragement 

Steps sluggish, atrophied, but there
Saved in muscle memory
I hungered for nourishment, for balance
On unsteady limbs - I wanted my silly girl back
And I have her, revived on Soup from
My poetry sisters and brothers

Now, I am gaining
The reach of my wings
Soaring over cities of sonnets
Neighborhoods of roundels and rispettos
A haiku hamlet, an acrostic alleyway
Kingdoms of pantoums and villanelles
To the unfenced openness
Of free verse

I am still the bedrock of me
Stretching to climb taller trees.

2/23/19
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Watt Avatar
June 27, 2020 at 1:17 AM
Came back to revisit and enjoy again one of my favorites of yours. So glad you found your poetry wings again!
Gauthier Avatar
May 23, 2020 at 9:57 PM
Nice to revive your inner poet. Superbly penned poem, Michelle. Love it.
Watt Avatar
May 16, 2020 at 5:48 PM
(3) Going in my faves!
Faulkner Avatar
May 18, 2020 at 6:59 PM
So flattered!
Watt Avatar
May 16, 2020 at 5:47 PM
(2) and we need to hear and feel that there is value to what we do, and ultimately to who we are. That discouragement is common among writers, for often it doesn't pay the bills and the time we spend feels like we're sending our words out into the void of outer space. In your case, "Tastes of emotions, colors of consonants / Music of vowels, syllables singing /To create, and satiate" won you back, and how grateful I am that it did. Loved all your alliterative word pairs and great ending. ~ John
Faulkner Avatar
May 18, 2020 at 7:04 PM
That means a lot, especially on a day like today, when my pen is being uncooperative! Your effusive thoughts have cheered me up:)
Watt Avatar
May 16, 2020 at 5:42 PM
(1) Michelle, so much to say about this exquisite write, I don't want to limit myself to just one comment. Let me say a big 'thank you' to your songwriter friend who recognized your gift and joy of writing and encouraged you to get back onto the page. Your writing has brought so much joy to myself and the soupers who read and leave their lovely comments. Many writers have reached a point where they feel their poems are "Gray and wilted, foolish scribblings Nobody cared about anymore".
Faulkner Avatar
May 18, 2020 at 6:59 PM
Yes, I wrote this around my one-year anniversary of joining the Soup, and now it is over two years with this caravan of creativity :) I am so grateful to have met poets like you, who are both so talented and encouraging!
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May 13, 2020 at 8:59 PM
...am crying now. I didn't write poetry for about a decade before stumbling across this place restored my muse, integral to my mental health. Again with the closing lines. It's the eve of my 48th, been a soul shedding past few days; I think I needed this tonight, thank you. xomo
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May 14, 2020 at 2:10 PM
I am glad too. I think of you now every time I put "Like A Prayer" on to bounce to on the rebounder. It already was my favourite but it has the best beat. ;), xomo!
Faulkner Avatar
May 14, 2020 at 12:12 PM
Yes this is so valuable for mental, emotional, spiritual health - and your poems are always a joy to read, Mo, and I am glad we connected here-
Chiri Avatar
June 29, 2019 at 8:12 PM
Congrats on your placement!;)
Hamilton Avatar
June 29, 2019 at 7:53 PM
Nice write Michelle, congrats on a fine win!
Roper Avatar
March 2, 2019 at 9:09 AM
Wow! Silent one was right a brilliant way to express your love for poetry. Nicely done. Congratulations on your win. Hugs Eve ~`*
Faulkner Avatar
March 2, 2019 at 1:35 PM
Much appreciate your kind words, thank you, Eve!
Sands Avatar
February 28, 2019 at 7:24 AM
Congratulations for your win Michelle! :)
Faulkner Avatar
March 2, 2019 at 1:36 PM
Thanks, Heidi!
Andresen Avatar
February 28, 2019 at 5:56 AM
- Poems means a lot for those who love it :) - Congratulations on your lovely win :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Faulkner Avatar
March 2, 2019 at 1:38 PM
So true, thank you for your kind comment!
One Avatar
February 28, 2019 at 5:27 AM
Love the last two stanza, just brilliant expressions for loving poetry.. Congratulations on your placement in the contest..
Faulkner Avatar
March 2, 2019 at 1:38 PM
I am so touched, thank you for placing me in your contest!
Rose  Avatar
February 26, 2019 at 5:56 AM
I am so glad you shared this poem Michelle. It helps me to know you better. What a lovely feeling it is when we go back to our first true passion and give it its proper place. Writing is our saving grace dear poet, like you I rather write a poem then anything else. Blessings and hugs. xo
Faulkner Avatar
February 27, 2019 at 7:54 PM
Yes this past year on Poetry Soup has been so much fun thanks to the great supportive people like you!
Toney Avatar
February 25, 2019 at 11:24 PM
Love it, Michelle! ~Mark
Faulkner Avatar
February 27, 2019 at 7:55 PM
Thank you, Mark!
Kiser Avatar
February 25, 2019 at 9:39 AM
There's no poem as much fun as free verse...it is us.
Faulkner Avatar
February 25, 2019 at 10:41 PM
Thank you again!
Rodrigues Avatar
February 24, 2019 at 6:06 PM
My fave verse the next to last! So cool!
Faulkner Avatar
February 24, 2019 at 6:18 PM
Glad you like it, Kim!
Kiser Avatar
February 24, 2019 at 1:52 PM
Would that we could spend our lives doing nothing but, reading and writing it; alas, you are right about the money. Beautifully penned.
Faulkner Avatar
February 24, 2019 at 6:14 PM
I know, reality can be so annoying!
Sands Avatar
February 24, 2019 at 8:01 AM
Excellent poem Michelle! This holds so much meaning and is great to hear :)
Faulkner Avatar
February 24, 2019 at 6:12 PM
Thank you for your comment, Heidi!
Wolf Avatar
February 23, 2019 at 9:30 PM
Bravo! What a beautiful tribute to your inner self, as well as STRUGGLE, through which is forged (gratifying) personal growth! :) gw (soupmail on unrelated topics, please).
Faulkner Avatar
February 24, 2019 at 6:11 PM
Thank you, my friend!
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