Christmas Mourning

Twenty seventh of December the year 2008
A date I will always remember
A day I will always hate
It was the day you died my love and part of me died too

Although ten years have passed 
a question I will often ask
Why did you have to go 
for we loved each other so

It is so very lonely here 
though friends and family
look out for me, call me each day
But it’s you I want, but I cannot say

Another Christmas fast approaching
vivid memories never fade
Those last few weeks, so painful
wishing memories would erase

I always mark the day you went
by going to the sea 
I send my love inside a card  
a kiss, I watch it float away

For both of us had always said
to the sea we would go when we were dead
So when my time arrives, that is where I want to be
but until then my darling, I walk daily by the sea

On this the tenth anniversary I want to say to you
I am surviving every day, for what else can I do
but finally the sun came out after all those years of rain
And even though I miss you so, I can laugh and sing again


Date: 17th November 2018
Contest: CHRISTMAS MOURNING
Sponsor: PS Awtry
9th placement
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Rodrigues Avatar
December 4, 2018 at 9:20 PM
So good to laugh and sing again! I remember when my Aunt (now passed) lost my Uncle. For a year or more and perhaps for the rest of her life, it was hard. Congrats on your win, Ann!
Gilmour Avatar
December 5, 2018 at 12:15 AM
Thank you so much for your congrats Kim I really appreciate you comments. Yes I think you learn to live with your grief, but never really get over it. Kindest thoughts Ann x
Awtry Avatar
December 4, 2018 at 2:16 AM
Anne thank you for entering your lovely and moving poem in the contest. Congratulations on your win.
Gilmour Avatar
December 4, 2018 at 5:14 PM
Thank you so much PS for your lovely comments and my placement in your competition. Kindest thoughts Ann x
Canerdy Avatar
December 4, 2018 at 12:04 AM
CONGRATULATIONS on your well-deserved win! Janice
Gilmour Avatar
December 4, 2018 at 12:24 AM
Thank you so much Janice, how nice to meet you and thanks for your lovely congrats (my very best friend was called Janice) Kindest thoughts Ann x
Awtry Avatar
November 15, 2018 at 9:46 AM
Thank you so for sharing this beautifully sad piece. <3
Gilmour Avatar
November 15, 2018 at 10:44 AM
Thank you PS I really do appreciate your kind comment. Kindest thoughts Ann x
Dietrich Avatar
November 2, 2018 at 2:33 PM
Utterly poignant poetry!! I am glad I got to read this one of yours today. It is heart wrenching!
Gilmour Avatar
November 2, 2018 at 2:38 PM
Thank you Andrea, it came straight from my heart. Kindest wishes Ann x
Krutsinger Avatar
November 2, 2018 at 4:20 AM
A heartfelt tribute, enjoyed by someone in heaven. I am sure you are truly feeling the holidays rapidly approaching, so you have prayers from Kansas, Ann.
Gilmour Avatar
November 2, 2018 at 9:15 AM
Thank you for your prayers Caren, that means so much. As Christmas approaches it's always a difficult time, but writing this poem was extremely cathartic and I know Frank is there watching over me. Kindest thoughts Ann x
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