Chemistry

I used to drink at
all the pain I couldn't name
while hoping to have some fun.
Then I began to see
that the drink I took, took Me
away into a maze of insanity
where my soul was silent
as memories stirred up stark abuse ...
oh what was the use, anyway?
So, I just drank.

Ten long years went by
then I did espy upon an
insidious genetic code
going all the way back
to a Scottish still.
It did foretell the chemistry
programmed within me
meant alcohol would always need more.

No such thing as "socialize" ...
like you have a drink and "so shall I."
No, that would never be
for a drunk I would die
but now, after many more years
of sobriety there is never a doubt
that I'm a blessed old sot
to have each day without a drop.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Adeite Avatar
July 16, 2009 at 1:27 PM
Oh, my heart goes out to those that are stil in this hall of shame called addiction. This is a very thoughtful, heartrending and passionate piece. It's a flashback on the past & a red light_ warning those still involved. Thanks for writing this to make the world a better place. Thanks for your comment on my poem. I wil send you a soupmail as a feedback on your comment. You are a role model. I realy appreciate you. Great you Sue! Adeleke
Richardson Avatar
May 18, 2009 at 10:01 AM
Awesome poem! Congrats on your sobriety, if this was a narrative on personal experiences. I have lost family members from alcohol abuse and my close cousin is still flirting with the addiction. God bless you and you inspire others through your writing. Thanks for your comment on my poem. ~Des Juan
Winter Avatar
May 13, 2009 at 10:53 AM
Hey Sue, I sent you an e-card but I dont think you got it. Been thinking about you. Enjoy time with your son. Hugs and love, Shar xoxo
Ahmad Avatar
May 3, 2009 at 11:49 PM
Excellent.
Winter Avatar
May 3, 2009 at 1:58 PM
Wow Sue, this is magnificent. What you have overcome is a feat not many can do. You should be very proud, and shout it loud. You write it beautiful and make us proud too. YAY for YOU! With love, Shar
Tavera Avatar
May 2, 2009 at 11:05 PM
You expressed very well with your writing. I don't know if you've encountered this phase but I guess we can change and light glitters in the solitude. Cheers to you. Great work! Kudos.
Williams Avatar
May 2, 2009 at 10:26 AM
The hearts of poets must find solace, and at some point and somewhere. seek to drown the clamouring... but like all great poetry, it will write of such and be a drunken debauchery.... but the next day.. awake.. having vented its spleen... and through thumping head gin its precious perch upon clarity. Open hearts and open souls bleed this way..with too much pain..and with too much love ... can find at time to drown... and awake refreshed with clearer eyes having seen the bottom of the well
Devonshire Avatar
May 1, 2009 at 8:01 PM
Congratulations not only for licking the addiction, but also for being able to share this inspiration verse that may help others to do the same. Excellent work, Sue!
Loving Iii Avatar
April 30, 2009 at 4:16 PM
i am where you were. and every morning i say i'm going to stop but every evening like right now something is saying "come on let's go" and i'm on my way. pray for me. your friend john
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