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Can'T Let Go

There seems to be A battle going on inside of me All of the uncertainty Is what is scaring me I’m stuck between here and where I want to be All because I let my addiction to him Take control of me He feels like heaven But burns like hell I swear he has me under a spell It’s so intense The way I feel I question if it’s really real My mind and my heart Are tearing me a part When it comes to Joe I just don’t want to let him go Sometimes he makes me so sad But I never seem to stay mad When I see his face All that was done is immediately erased I fight to hold on Because it feels good And I fight to let go Cause I know that I should But only because he’s not mine But maybe that will change in time I’m all about him now There’s no hesitation Just wish we had better communication Sometimes I’m unsure what he’s looking for No pressure here Not asking for more I just don’t want him to walk out the door I don’t know the future I cannot foresee Just hope he always stays close to me

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Anne-Lise Andresen

Date: 3/22/2014 4:15:00 PM

- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup,A M :) - I choose your first great written poem - Nice to meet you :) - Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- PoetrySoup Rule1: Be kind and keep PoetrySoup a haven. PoetrySoup is a drama free zone(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)

Skat A

Date: 3/22/2014 12:05:00 AM

HI, AM...., this poem seems to come from your heart. Hurt and confused emotions, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will find much delight, in reading and in time become familiar with your way of writing. But, for the mean time, I will greet you with the same smile, other poets passed when I first join the soup 4 years ago. I wish you the best when it comes to your poems. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you like. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND". Hugs* SKAT

Lexy Goodluck

Date: 3/21/2014 11:43:00 PM

This is a great poem! :) The emotion is so raw. Great work.

Poet Destroyer A

Date: 3/21/2014 8:17:00 PM

This is very deep, keep your heart open. A M., :), A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you enjoy the community, as I did when I first join, March 2010. You'll find many friendly poets, who are ready to support and offer positive feedback. I want to be the first to invite you on over, to my contest and poetry page. I OFFER MY CONTEST, in hopes it inspires you to write another poem. I'm looking forward to following you and your poetry ha-ha a special pair:) here's the link to the contest page. http://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry_contests/ <---~Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@

A M Colantonio
Date: 3/21/2014 8:38:00 PM

Thank you so much! Your my first friend.

Jan Allison

Date: 3/21/2014 5:28:00 PM

aww love the emotion in this poem I do hope it all works out for the best, Jan xxxx