Cancer Kill 1

CANCER KILL I   So many months of toxic love in my veins, chemo, radiation, electric pain I feel collateral damage as cells strong and sick perish in its heat this body like an ancient tomb lies heavy on its frame while tubes and lines carry dyes as my hair begins to thin skin grows red, raw and dry the brain hides memories and words I hear the lonely tap tap of  an MRI my life feels like a dark and heavy chore I fought infection, fatigue, metaliic tastes and more Winter’s cold loneliness comes to an end I wonder if I will I see green grasses in the lawn ever grow again.