Bully

I can’t swim in the murky waters 
Of the dead things inside my skull. 

If I reached for you, you’d 
Not take my outstretched and
Shaking hand.

You sleep with her,
I sleep with a cadaver who
Was once you. It lies dead and
Limp and cold beside me above 
The sheets that crawl with maggots.

You glow like the sky during
A yellowing sunset; I fade like
The deepest depths of the hell
Hole which consumes me and 
Never has the courtesy to spit 
Me out of its foul and cavernous 
Mouth.

You love, I hate; I hate this bag of
Bone and flesh of mine.

My eyes sink into the back of
My head where I glimpse all
The petrified memories like 
Photographs I want to set aflame. 

Flies are feasting upon the 
wretched stench of my soul; 
I am a ghoul drenched in past
Blood stains and jagged scars.

I am too good for you;
You are too good for me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Evans Avatar
July 4, 2021 at 9:33 AM
Wow! To say this poem is aesthetic would be an understatement. Thanks for sharing..................peace!
Krutsinger Avatar
April 19, 2020 at 11:24 PM
"where I glimpse all The petrified memories like Photographs I want to set aflame. " - this is powerful!
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