Broken Trust

BROKEN TRUST
Everyday of my life came with sadness.
I tried to let go,
but i couldn't. 
For, it's larger than my destiny.

I thought i could be loved by everyone,
but the opposite i got.
With my life crumbled,
but no one to come to my aid.

At age six (6), being molested
and abused at varying degrees.
Emotionally, physically, sexually, amongst others,
I was abused.

I tried to let go of the pasts,
i tried to let go of the saddened scenes,
i tried to let go the worst day of my life,
but, i just couldn't.

It seems God left me to be alone.
Molestation and abuses came,
even without notice.
I was shown the other sides of life.

Those saddened events, a lifetime memories,
Even when i think of committing suicide.
I think i will forever know sadness,
because i am a loser in the game of hope.

       Alimi Abdulkabir's Poetry
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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June 7, 2020 at 8:22 AM
Great poem do deeply emotive..
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June 7, 2020 at 8:44 AM
Thanks for the love.
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