Blue Holiday's

Christmas is approaching. There's no stopping it now. My insides are shaking,My mind's in a haze. Wondering what am i to do spending Christmas without you. Not being able to say hello or to see your most welcomed face. I long to see you or to hear your voice once again. The Holidays seem so useless without you here. I am tring to be brave the way you would want it to be. fighting back the anger and tears is getting so hard for me. I do not know which way i shall turn . But i know that it is getting confusing and my heart aches within. Lord knows i need you by my side. I need to be made whole once again. Holidays without you seem so blue to me Boy do i wish you were here.