Blood In the Water
I walked out into the Gulf
thinking about the vastness
of the horizon and what lay
beneath.
I could feel the presence of strange, beautiful, dangerous creatures.
I tried to soak in their strength.
They called me closer with their
mysterious movement-
their vague graze against my ankles;
Disappearing as quickly as they revealed
their presence.
The warmth of the water felt pure.
The salt hungry to cleanse my ghost.
I was neck deep then.
Feeling the riptide’s resolve to show
me the truth of nature’s volition.
I swallowed the grit of its essence and accepted the burn as counsel.
I am drowning.
Not because of the tide.
Not because of the swarming beasts.
Because I’ve been walking into a place
where I should know to swim.
And so I held my breath,
and let my lungs become buoys as my arms charged my body toward the beacon I always felt was a burden.
When my feet met the shore again
the sand was soft against my tired flesh. The Seagulls cried out.
The waves crashed.
But I was silent.
Letting the wind dry my clothes.
And carry away my madness.
I was never meant to drown.
I had to learn how to hold my breath when I needed to float.
To fight when the pull challenges my strength.
And to appreciate the comfort of walking the Earth,
even when it feels as daunting as an ocean with my blood in the water.
-James Kelley 2018
Copyright © James Kelley | Year Posted 2018
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