Bleach Stained Memories

Such a common smell

Used in places all over

Restaurants to grocery stores to schools to bathrooms

a smell this clean cant make me feel so gross


Kills 99.9% of viruses & bacteria

Kills the germs left from my stomach surrendering its contents

Huddled over and in pain

a smell this clean cant make me feel so gross


I was always sick as a kid

Never eating yet losing my lunch

Peppermint oil that never worked to keep my stomach at bay

All the home remedies and medical ones yet it still happened


I had my own friend, Ralph, my own bucket

My only friend in my time of need

Forever stained by the clean, slightly medicinal smell


It hits me like a slap

Cold and biting against my senses

The clean, too clean, aroma

a smell this clean cant make me feel so gross


I smell it all the time

Away from the small cluttered bathroom

Away from the hands holding my hair and rubbing my back

All away from my longest friend


A reminder for all i've overcome

A smell, haunting me, just trying to help others

It did not meant to live in my senses yet here it is

a smell this clean makes me feel so gross
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