Blankness

No anger, no hatred, No anxiety, no love, no sympathy just little empathy may be.. emptiness inside me; feeling of void which needed to be filled.. may be.. but how does nothing affects me? is it from birth or just started ago... being in company of friends or be with family, its still the same.. heart filled vacuum instilled in me surrounded by well built boundaries created besides me Now no reaction, not even empathy just lying still.. rather be mannequin than suffer like this