Beyond the Grave

Sitting alone, I think of how to best say what is in my heart. My eyes water as I remember the past year. Many metaphors pass through my mind and heart, Trying to describe what I feel. I do not understand how it is possible to feel this way after so long. I have grown in many ways and changed in ways you've never seen, Yet though everything one thing as truly remained... What I feel for you. I have cried many hours, and felt misery for countless breaths. Every good deed I have done, it was only to hide from my hurt. I do not understand what it is or why this has happened, but it has. No matter what I do, I can't stop loving you Laura... even in death.