Bewildered

Please lie to me Filled me with dishonesty Won’t you just hurt me? Hurt me with the pain of melancholy Another day goes by I still can’t tell myself why I don’t love you any longer I don’t have the heart to hurt you Filled you with disloyalty Will you let me go? I asked you not to love me anymore Coz you treating me like a queen Comb my hair like a little girl Spreading red roses in my room everyday I don’t need those You showered me with your stunning words Swayed me with your warmed skin and touched mine I’m done, I’m sick of this romance Should I surrender in fear, do I deserve to shed another tears? I wanna to scream to keep me away from this romantic dream You are so fine with the way you loves me But I don’t deserve to get all of the kisses I feel like listening to a silly love song Or being one of those characters in an old romantic movie I need a love full of respect and understanding Not just lust and jewelry Now, I will be the bastard who left I know this is wrong but if I keep moving on I might be living in a lie, but it is okay Sorry is not the exact word to express Coz I’m such a pain in the ass But I know that you will understand That I want a love that last Not like a TV commercial full of lie Coz I’m lost in your love I’m sorry I’m the one who left I’m sorry