Believe

What if praying gets you more pain?
What if asking to be saved puts you in danger
The more blessings I ask for, the more pain I get
The more I ask for forgiveness the more suffering I get
I walked this journey of mine with faith that, I will one day find happiness, laughter, fulfilment
I kept believing that the creator has my back
I kept believing that the creator knows me by name
I kept believing that the creator loves me
I kept the creator in my heart, in my soul, even after all the pain and suffering, I kept believing in the creator.
I questioned the timing, I questioned my mindset, I questioned whether I deserve happiness but never questions the creator
Was I wrong not to ask for clarity, was I wrong not to ask for who I have to be
Was I wrong for asking but not demanding?
Was I wrong to assume that I deserve some happiness?
Was I wrong in believing that the creator exists?
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Date: 10/17/2021 4:23:00 PM
No you are not wrong. The creator exists and miracles do happen. praying for your comfort and confirmation. hugs, Karen
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Date: 10/30/2021 12:51:00 AM
Thank you Karen.Bless you
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