Bankrupt

It feels like everything that comes my way is tainted She hurt me so much I'm sat wishing we were never acquainted I'm trying to find beauty in this picture but it's impossible with how it's painted I paid for all of my mistakes now I'm emotionally Bankrupt My heart and mind are in two separate places We all have different situations, some of us are in desperate cases She made me feel the worst, so the best of me is wasted Now I'm never opening up to another girl, you won't get to see me naked I thought she was a queen, but now I wish i didn't approach her with a crown But I'm still weak for her, so if she turns up at my house I'll still strip her down Kiss her all over and be more passionate than ever Damn girl, why don't you want us together? I'm trying to stay sane, I don't want a girl to send me crazy I'm not the Alex I was because I'm growing daily Different girl every night, because I can't be with the girl I want to Be with every night My world comes crashing down when my mind travels, it's a deadly flight Listening to The weeknd while trying to avoid my phone I don't want to reply to texts I need to be alone I want a hug but only from her Damn, they may be my loneliest words It feels like everything that comes my way is tainted She hurt me so much I'm sat wishing we were never acquainted I'm trying to find beauty in this picture but it's impossible with how it's painted I paid the price for my mistakes and now I'm emotionally Bankrupt