Baby Blue

I can love and leave like they never mattered to me 
Even though at one point you we’re a big part Of me
Idk why I do it I can’t let it be , I guess it’s because my first love still ghosted me 
I try to end the cycle I try to be free 
But in the end it’s you that’s still haunting me 
I can still love you with all my heart and just up and leave 
And I wonder why my first love never thinks of me 
It’s like they know I’m just not meant  to be
But in all reality your the one who done this to me 
And I’m sorry to the people I let this be 
If I told you the reason , y’all would throw the book at me 
The heart is a funny thing , it’s running the game 
But what do you do when your head and your heart is stuck in the same
The same never ending loop hoping something will change 
But it never does so you try to brush it away 
Find it in something new but after time it always goes back to you 
I always knew I would get what I dished out
But why did it have to be from you
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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