As you wish

,,I can't just forget" He sighed ,,I really wish we people forget easily" ,,aha" ,,Yeah, because the consequences the hurt before the one life, we will just forget" ,,And what will it bring?" ,,A new beginning. You won't get hurted twice" ,,The first time hurts more than when you are used to it" He looks at me like he seen a ghost ,,How will you know who to trust? How will you know, if you met the person already once, that they are a hurtful person? That they hurted you one day, nothing for my weak nerves. And that they most likely would hurt you now too. Like you" ,,sure you would add the last one" ,,definetly" ,,would you like to see me again?" ,,no" ,,even though I changed?" ,,yes" ,,Why? Even though I tried everything?" ,,yes" ,,you are cold." He stands up from the bench ,,no, I am not. Everything already remins be of you, I don't need more. More criers. More heavy heartbeats. More scare. More thoughts. I'm alright." ,,Like that you will hurt me too." ,,I know." ,,You don't feel bad" ,,First I would've said yes but you can arrange your feelings better but that doesn't explain my point best. Let's say: No. My feelings are worth to be heard, to give effort to. I will not make the same mistake twice by caring about you. Look forward to heal yourself. Even though I don't know what you are healing from." ,,From your mixed feelings" ,,That I sometimes smile at you or ignore you? Cry about it"