Appeal To Reason

“It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.” The sun Plagued by darkness. I walk alone a shadowless figure with no face or heart beat. Full with an emptiness void that grows and sucks all joy and happiness from my soul. shortness of breath, heart racing, a twisted anxiety which battles with the mind. In a dark hole, which grows deeper, no ladder only panic and Nausea. The only escape is childish dreams which aren't reality and will never be. Finally out of the whole, a long climb, but sadness and hopelessness is still greater that mere achievement. Walking through a barren wasteland with the sounds of screams and tortured souls. Tears of pain and resentment roll from my face I am nothing and will be nothing I am lost. The Wind is blowing, the breeze is hot and very fierce like shards of class cutting my skin. Then I wake from this dream in my bed the sun beaming into my eyes, the dream I had was a true definition of my real reality. Hopeless, depression, and sickness of the mind a disease that eats until you make a decision for change.