An Addicts Withdrawal

I stay in bed, with my insomniac head like withdrawal from you as my crack pipe. You right across the bed sheet, next to my feet. I keep my eyes on the blink so I don’t think of you trying not to even look at you I hate you. I love you. You are God, you are my god, and you give me everything I could never afford. Frequent momentary liberty from reality Shapes and visions of angels in the grasp of me Bloodlines bulging out my skin like they’re filled with heroine Eyes bloodshot, devil red Still in my bed I can’t sleep cause you haunting’ me like a misery my enemy A song stuck in my head that I don’t even like leave me alone, Don’t leave me, I need you I’m a fiend, I don’t want to be clean My heart is dirty my mind is too It’s all because of you. You want me for yourself I can’t come to you, I just came from you I’m shaking I’m aching I just need you, I hate you Damn I hate you. You won’t leave me, but you won’t stay Everyday I want more you calling my name and I run away but right to you cause I adore. You right here between my left and my right you are the pipe I am life You are the difference between my staying alive and seeing day or dying tonight. I’m so weak but I’m so strong Which one is which? What’s right? What’s wrong? I need a drink any brand (will do) that’s another story Damn, I’m addicted 2 U