'altering Decisions'
You made a life altering decision
That changed your life.
A choice that left mine empty,
I hated you for
taking my son away
with one bullet…
I hated you for pulling the
trigger that day
I wished you were dead too…
I wanted you to
feel my pain,
to experience my heartache
I never thought,
I would ever forgive you
until that day,
I realized that the anger
that made you pull the trigger
are consuming me,
drowning me…
The love that I had for my son
almost completely gone
wasted energy and time,
time that would not bring my son back
neither would the denial
that you needed my forgiveness,
in the end your sin
would not be a continued cycle…
My life might have changed forever that day
but I also learned the divine gift,
forgiving someone can bring about...
Even if it took me years to embrace.
*loosely based on a true story of a SA mother who forgave her son's killer.. The story was highlighted on Reconciliation Day*
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Copyright © Wilma Neels | Year Posted 2010
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