Alice Sweet Alice

~Alice Sweet Alice~

        *Like Sisters*
   Everyday -- Holding Hands 
Sunday Dress -- Pink Ribbons
         *Alice And I*


How can they say she did not exist?
This Sweet Girl I Named Alice

The way she looks at me
-Her eyes tender green
A body figure I can't describe
Together we played hide and seek
We swung in ways no one could see
This girl with pretty red curls
Who enjoys the sound of pouring rain?

Together we slept under the same breeze 
We carved our names on the same tree
Side by Side it Read Alice & I!
She whispered the day I fell off my bike
Alice Sweet Alice loves the way I look in red!

Every day I face the mirror
Alice puts her left hand on my right
We share the same identical scars,
Under the right and left palm.

The way she held my hand
Healed the scrapes in every fall
Beating from the bullies, she screams!
Again, Alice, whispers--- "Kill Them All!"
No one ever said a word,
When she stood by my side
Alice knew me in ways no one else did
She knew my eyes -When they cried!

Now I can't sleep,
Since Alice has fallen back into the abyss
Forever conscious in a self-hug
--- This is no dream, it is real!

The rage inside burns.
It took place the day she left!
Burning curtains 
Empty mirrors
This Girl Named Alice spoke of darkness,
then disappeared 

When I hear the sound of pouring rain
I stare at the shadows on the wall
Nothing feels the same,
I allow myself to soak in the darkness where it began.

My hair of red is not the same
These cuts are all that remain
The only clue in which Alice, was here!
Holding on to a stainless blade, I sleep

ALICE SWEET ALICE! 
Please call my name!
Why do they whisper?
Why are they saying she never held a breath?
I know she is real, she exists
Why else would I let her cut my wrist?

This Sweet Girl 
"I YELL FOR ALICE!"
Finally, visits again ---
But, who is to believe?
For everyone says 
Alice lives inside my head.

By:)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Inman Avatar
September 29, 2022 at 5:53 PM
Visiting some of the poems that I fav'd. This one really stands out to me. I have experience with someone I care a great deal about who used to cut herself. I hope she is passed that now. She never showed signs of schizophrenia but has recently been tested for other conditions and it has been suggested that she may have several, including bi-polar disorder and ADHD.
Sewumber Avatar
March 10, 2018 at 8:07 PM
Great meanings, Great write, friend.
Acrich Avatar
January 28, 2018 at 12:21 PM
And I thought my poetry was deep, I don't understand it all  But I will say something stupid like clever write or keep up the good work  All  clichés  You are a good poet  I can learn a lot from you,  Thank you I die enjoys it,  I played it on my ginger app  so i listened to it  Not read it
Gauthier Avatar
October 21, 2017 at 8:35 PM
Wow - captivating, very powerful.
Melvin Avatar
March 2, 2017 at 11:36 AM
A very different thought and very well conveyed
Garcia Avatar
November 1, 2016 at 10:56 PM
Linda, this poem spoke volumes to me. I am a teacher and have had students who have attempted suicide and also some who are cutters. You opened the door to them a tiny bit...who knows what that can do. Thanks for your gift. Diane ??
George   Avatar
March 24, 2016 at 3:08 PM
Dramatic verse indeed. The subject matter ...the letting of blood to release the emotional pain that is to much to hold inside. Brilliant writing as always, Linda. Elaine
Inman Avatar
September 25, 2015 at 11:17 AM
Just came across this beauty. The makings of a sensitive yet chilling horror movie. Great write!
Tripp Avatar
September 18, 2015 at 10:40 PM
I revel in darkness. I love writing about it myself. This one definitely captivates your darker side. Very well done. I enjoy reading your writing.
Erhardt Avatar
August 29, 2015 at 2:43 AM
Your poem really captured me! Great work!
Merryman Avatar
July 10, 2015 at 10:06 PM
Great write, Linda! Congrats on your win! Love, Kim
A  Avatar
July 7, 2015 at 3:01 PM
Lovely and twisted all the way. :):):):):)
A   Avatar
July 7, 2015 at 2:06 PM
Thank you so much ROB :)
Roper Avatar
July 7, 2015 at 11:54 AM
:~) Congratulations on your win, your writing or always superb hugs eve
Lamoureux Avatar
July 7, 2015 at 8:04 AM
Truly one of the best! Congrats on your win. This is how art is suppose to feel!
A. Sharma Avatar
July 7, 2015 at 3:48 AM
Wonderful write PD! Big congrats!
Bernabi Avatar
April 4, 2015 at 12:52 AM
This poem of yours is beautifully written but the subject matter is quite dark and sad in its powerful expressions of abuse. Great piece and thanks for sharing.
Duncan Avatar
March 24, 2015 at 11:54 PM
This is awesome, I found it on the best poems. I get to the end, I see PD ;) Love it . favs
Avery Avatar
September 12, 2014 at 10:42 PM
This is absolutely astounding. Amazing work!
Yvonne Avatar
September 4, 2014 at 7:39 AM
added to my list.
Martin Avatar
August 7, 2014 at 10:46 PM
I miss you, this is a very powerful piece. My mom's name is Alice. <3
Karpinske Avatar
July 27, 2014 at 6:55 PM
I could not stop reading this! Adore the innocent side of Alice. Understood how it felt with her, the confusion, the horror. Thank you!
Thirtyseven Avatar
March 5, 2014 at 11:51 PM
This piece just gets darker and darker. Great work, I love the way you slowly reveal your intent. Well done. Most worthy of the following tweet...
Gasun Avatar
February 14, 2014 at 1:56 AM
So glad to read once again this stunning write of urs my dearest sis & BFF of mine! And My biggest hearty congratulations on your great win! Biggest lovely hugs! Once again, sending my sweetest Valentines Day greetings to u & ur family! Thank you sooo much for the lovely Valentines Cards, greetings and wishes! I loved them so much. My huge thanks w/ hugs & kisses. Ok, i'll be back soon my dearest sis! I'll try to write poem dedicated. to u & your dearest sis Sid. love u all! 4evr,Leo
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February 13, 2014 at 5:41 AM
Way to go, PD. Big congrats to you on your placement in the contest.
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